zukkokya | WOUNDED BUTT

ETA! Names posted!

I skimmed through my flist this morning and I saw this Gokusen2 rape/non-con fic. So I opened the fic out of morbid curiosity in a new tab then ran off to do theatre hours. So, just now, I'm going through all my open tabs and I see the non-con. The author's LJ title is "Wounded Butterfly" but there wasn't enough room in the tab for it, so...

I nearly choked, people. Choked and died.

MEME TIME! This one doesn't actually require me to write! YATTA!

OPEN LETTER MEME, grabbed from

darlita.

1. Post 10 open letters to JE boys, nice or mean, whatever you prefer. Don't mention names.
2. Let your friends list guess who you're talking about.

To my adorable Yasuda Shota,
1. I really, sincerely admire you. You’re an endless source of comfort and strength for me, because although your tastes run tangential to those of most other people, you are neither embarrassed nor secretive. You are open and honest and unafraid to show exactly who you are, and I mean this: you are my hero.

To my sexy Akanishi Jin,
2. So, um. That thing you do. With the hips. And the lips. Good work, dude. Carry on.

To my guilty pleasure Tegoshi Yuya,
3. I don’t really avoid you as much as…find other people to fascinate myself with because for real, you could have my undivided attention if I really looked at you dead on. You’re adorable and sweet and confident and really wickedly talented. So, um, stay away from me before I fall in love. ‘Preciate it. ♥

To my bratty Imai Tsubasa,
4. You intrigue me in ways no other Johnny has. Though you never bothered constructing a public image, I get the impression that you hold back. I admire you for it, because it suits you. You’re naturally more introverted, if not shy. I love that when you tease and bitch, you’re almost always looking at the person instead of the camera. You do it because you love your friends, not because it’ll make the fans happy. And your voice is soft and low and I love it; it’s beautiful. You also happen to be really fucking gorgeous.

To my exquisite Yokoyama Kimitaka,
5. So, in addition to your akjwnlja hotness, you are freaking awesome because no one in JE makes me laugh harder than you do. Your giggle is fantastic and your lack of filter is so great I can’t even stand it. That you’re also such a sweet and affectionate friend makes you SO MUCH HOT.

To my premier idol Nishikido Ryo,
6. I fell for you first and my affection has never dimmed. I see a lot of the shy child in you still, and it’s only underscored when you’re around your friends. Your smile is sometimes self-deprecating, but you also seem to know you’re both lovable and loved and you glean confidence from that. You work incredibly hard, but you do it with your own sort of grace. I always think you’re much older than you are, if only for the poise you project. By the way, do me.

To my girlfriend Matsumoto Jun,
7. I didn’t notice you on purpose for a long time because really, I knew it was dangerous to pay attention to you. You’re an actor, for one, and I have a weakness for actors, not to mention your sadistic streak and your bitchy flamboyancy. I also suspect you protect and hide a pretty significant sweet streak. Don’t deny it. Your band mate may be evil, but you just act the part.

To my peerless Shibutani Subaru,
8. You are beautiful. And with your friends, you’re fearless. They clearly love you and look after you, and everyone can see how much you love them in return. When they’re not around, you’re shy and soft-spoken. But like #4, you don’t depend on a façade to conceal your flaws. Nor do you pretend not to have flaws; in fact, you seem rather wryly proud of them. Somehow, in spite of this, you are perfect to me. When you’re singing, when you’re pissed off or amused or laughing so hard you miss lines and don’t care, and when you sing. When all I need to hear to relax and feel something new is your voice. When you smile. When you hug your friends without hesitation. When you act so much younger than you are. When you’re upset and look so tired and much more experienced than you ought to. When you go so far into a song, your voice rises above everything else. You have so much passion for music, and find so much strength in it. You’re sweet and stubborn and honest and so beautiful sometimes it’s difficult to believe you can look at yourself and not see it. You’re brave enough to goof off because you want to, not because you’re trying to please the audience. You’re brave enough to love your friends shamelessly, to reach for them and hold them the way others only think abstractly to do. While I can never see you through someone else’s eyes, know that through mine, you will always be perfect. As much as I can at such a distance, I love you.

To my quirky Kiriyama Akito,
9. You are small and adorable and kind of insane and you are in love with your partner. I know very little about you, except that you’re attractive in a very intersected way.

To my sweet Takizawa Hideaki,
10. I would adore being your best friend. ‘Cos see, you’re that awesome guy friend that has no sexuality, and would sleep with you because hey, friends can have sex and then cuddle and watch dumb boy cartoons afterward. And really, you just strike me as a genuinely sweet person, openhearted and affable to everyone. And, since I don’t mention it nearly enough, HOT.

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